Sunday, October 30, 2011

Day 30: the Hardest Part of Love is Letting Go

Today was the final performance for Children of Eden this weekend. It was sad because we haven't been apart from each other for like 2 months. We'll see each other again on Friday, but it's going to be a lonely week. The hardest part of doing a show is getting to know your cast and then having to leave them for a week between performances. :( It is easy to love them, but so hard to be away from them.

This is a picture of me and Peggy. Yes, I know she's on my blog a lot, but I love her!!! And today she wore a beautiful pink outfit. :)

And here is our beautiful and talented stage manager, Peytie. She is an inspiring young woman. She is so gifted. She sings, she acts, she directs, and now, she even stage manages!!! Peytie is the most energetic person I know. She always brightens my day with her great smile and amazing laugh. :) Love ya, Peytie!!

Children of Eden has proven to be a wonderful show to be part of. I have really been having a good time being part of this wonderful cast. The show has both inspired and challenged my faith. The one part of the show I don't like is the way that the character of God is written. In my heart, I feel that God is much nicer to his children. I do not want to believe that God is as mean as is portrayed in the show. Yes, I realize that the show is a lose interpretation, but it is true that God sent Adam and Eve from Eden and that he marked Cain because he was full of evil. So, if the God I want to believe in is so good, how could he have done this to his Children??

Questioning my faith is not exactly a new concept. Lately, I've had a difficult time believing. I'm not too sure why exactly this is happening, but I am praying on it.

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